Today is a Funky Day. The sky is gray; the air is still. I haven't seen my daughter in a while. Briana doesn't need me and I am grateful for that, but I still need to feel needed. I am afraid that when she goes off to wherever he heart desires, I will be a wreck. She has so much potential. I hope that I haven't sheltered her too much. Right now she is afraid of her shadow. She doesn't want to drive or go out or do anything that might be dangerous. She is even afraid to take risks in her school work. Grrrr. I know she can be very creative and effective, but she holds herself back. Briana is my baby - - probably too much of a baby.
The other stuff that is bothering me - -
*Raphael was too young and this was a terrible thing to happen to him.
*Taylor needs to get himself together. I can't be his mother/sister/girlfriend anymore.
*Don doesn't know if he is going to be activated.
*I don't want to go to this conference on Monday.
*I have so much to do before the family reunion.
*I need some new shoes.
*Alex was too young and that was a terrible thing to happen to him.
*I think I need counseling.
*I don't want to teach ESL seniors next year.
Grrrrrrrrr!
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